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My mind just ran through 16 thoughts at one time. You think I am exaggerating but I am completely serious. It’s not normal to wake up at 6am, dress up in extremely provocative clothes to go to school, clean the entire house, do all the laundry, go to the library, go out for a dinner date, run four miles, go to target, talk to the boy for an hour, study more, have sex, text seven people in the span of three minutes, AND be up still at 4am. I just remembered a reoccurring thought. It is always a fleeting thought, but I am often reminded of it. I think I am going to be the next Virgin Mary. I KNOW it’s not even physically possible because I am not a virgin. And it is by no means logical. Yet somehow I still believe that it will happen. People don’t DO these things. People don’t THINK like I am right now. And even though I should want to be asleep, I am ecstatic that I am….mANic!